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Wednesday 9 June 2010

"Goodbye Again"

It's five o'clock this morning, and the sun is on the rise

There's frosting on the window pane, and sorrow in your eyes

The stars are fading quietly, night is nearly gone

And so you turn away from me, and tears begin to come


 

And it's goodbye again, I'm sorry to be leavin' you

Goodbye again, as if you didn't know

It's goodbye again, and I wish you could tell me

Why do we always fight when I have to go


 

It seems a shame to leave you now, the days are soft and warm

I long to lay me down again, to hold you in my arms

I long to kiss the tears away, "and" give you back the smile

"But" other voices beckon me, "and for" a little while


 

/It's goodbye again, I'm sorry to be leavin' you

Goodbye again, as if you didn't know

It's goodbye again, and I wish you could tell me

Why do we always fight when I have to go


 

"I" have to go and see some friends of mine, some that I don't know

"And" some who aren't familiar with my name,

It's something that's inside of me not hard to understand

It's anyone who listens to me sing


 

And if your hours are empty now, who am I to blame

You think if I were always here, our love would be the same

As it is the time we have, is worth the time alone

And lying by your side, the greatest peace I've ever known


 

But it's goodbye again, I'm sorry to be leavin' you

Goodbye again, as if you didn't know

It's goodbye again, and I wish you could tell me

Why do we always fight when I have to go

Monday 12 April 2010

Some useful websites for Mathematics

Some useful website's address are given bellow. I hope you will get them really very helpful.

Ra! Sister the best :)

Today, at afternoon I got another phone call from Ra. My lovely lovely sweet sister! I liked this phone call too much! I liked her voice too much. I liked her talking so much. It seemed just like I'm talking with my own younger sister!


I liked her demand for my coming back to somewhere! I liked her crying for my coming back so much! I want to response her calling, her crying, her shouting but I'm sorry to say my dear sister I can't keep your words! I want to be with you again but I can't go back my sweet sister!

In my life, i never got so many overseas calls like this week! I'm very glad to have those calls! My tears want to flow over my cheeks! How can i deny her sisterly love? She told she has no brother! I also don't have any sister like you, Ra!


I got many virtual sisters. But she is the best sister among all. I can't forget you easily. Never can my dear sister! Never! Don't be worried for me. I'll be with you, always! Just keep fine.

I talked for last one year!

I got a phone call. Someone called me that i didn't expect! That person lost words! I thought it was for bad net. I don't know why called me, what wanted to talk, talk and talk! Cause i don't want talk anymore! I'm tired now, i was talk, talk and talking for last one year! I'm very tired now! I need rest, really need rest! I am wounded, i need healing!

I'm not lucky this time to have that call. It would happened too ago then i would thought myself as lucky guy! But i was never a lucky guy. And still now i'm not a lucky guy!

Sunday 11 April 2010

My first friend!

There is a saying- the first of anything impresses us the most! That is why we can hardly ever forget our first friend, first success and first love! But unfortunately I've forgot my first friend :(


I searched my mind again and again and again for the person who was my first friend! Many names came in mind but I'm not sure about any of them!



Now, at this moment, at this deep night i want remember my first friend. In my life I've very few friends. In a friendship sacrifice is the most important thing that is needed to build good relation among friends! I don't know how to sacrifice for friends. Maybe, for this reason i can't be a good friend. But i got many good friends who gave many sacrifices for me! I'm remembering them at this moment!



I got a friend when i was in class two. He was very innocent boy. Polite, cute and little bit intelligent. Very kind to me! That time, I joined the new school. I was a newcomer there. Unknown to all. But he received me very friendly and warmly. He gave me seat besides him. And in few days he became my best friend.



He was very good in mathematics. I was too weak :D. So he taught me many mathematical terms! In mathematics class when teacher asked to solve any problem then i just try to copy him :D if any day he didn't come then i would become so alone, so helpless! Mostly in mathematics class :P



His home was near to our school. So, at break time he used to bring me to their home. His mom loved me very much and gave me many delicious food! His father was a farmer. He had sugar cane field. I liked to eat sugar cane;) so he used to bring me to their sugar cane field. And i collected the best sugar cane to eat:)



In later time i lost him! He became ill and failed the final exam. And for long time he was on bed. Maybe five or six years later i saw him again. That time i was studying in high school, in class nine! He got admitted in class six! I became big boy with little bit big mentality. But his disease kept him like a kid yet.



I went to meet him. Told about our friendship. But he couldn't recognize me :( i went to him many times again, later! But he couldn't remember any single thing about our friendship! I became very sad.




I was studying in college. In holidays, i went to home to visit my parents. It was bright sunny day. There is a high way road in front of our home. I was standing under our mango tree there. I saw a vehicle coming from to far and announcing about someone's death! When it came nearer to me i listened clearly that it's announcing the death news of my that friend :'(



I miss you my friend, i love you so much! May God give you the best place in heaven!

Sisterly Love, that I remember always!

One year younger than me. Very naughty to me. But very caring about me! From childhood i spent my valuable moments with her! We used to play together, eat together! Watching TV together, hiding from olders together! Also we use to go to primary school together! Our school started from 12 at noon. Maybe then i was in class four and she was in class three! That time on sunday there was a cartoon series named 'DuckTales' on indian channel DD1. Thats was my favourite cartoon series. It started from 11.30am. It was 30 minutes' show. So that days i always became late for my class! It took 10 minutes to reach our school by foot. But though it was late she didn't leave me at home alone. She just kept waiting for me until finish the cartoon series! Then we together went to school! Teacher punished me for late! And her too :( but she had no objections for that!



Yes! She's my dear younger sister. Always loved me too much! At my childhood, many olders teased me by saying that i was an adopted boy in this family from a poor family! And my mom is still alive, begging on the streets! In my little mind i also started to belive it too! Cause i was the darker kid of our family! My other sisters and brothers were fairer than me! So i also started to belive that i'm not from this family! I'm not one of them! I'm adopted from a poor family! I've a poor mom who begs on the streets! Any day she'll come and will take me back:(. My younger sister also belived that. But she always assured me, bro! Don't be worried. I'll hide you when your mom will come to take you back! I'll protect you from her! I won't let you go! Won't, won't! Never, Noway!





One day at afternoon. It was our holiday. My mother was not at home. Maybe went somewhere for shopping or something else. Our Aunty was taking care of us! We just finished our lunch. That time a woman who is a beggar came to our home for asking some food! She was hungry till last night. My aunt gave her some food. She was eating that food by sitting on our front yard.



Suddenly aunty came to me and told hey nephew, be ready! Be ready? What for? I asked my aunty. My sist was with me that time. We just had a little fight. Aunty told, your real mom is waiting for you to bring you back!!!



WHAT??? Me and my sist both shouted loudly! I ran away from there and hide myself in the bathroom! My sist ran to the garage and brough a big club! And knocked the bathroom door! I got feared! Asked, who is there? She whispered, bro its me! Don't fear. Just come out and see how i protect you from that witch! I came out on her words!



Now she pulled me under our bed! That time we used to sleep in same bed! It was biggar! I went to the last edge under the bed. And she was outside waiting with the big club. Just like guards! I spent at least two or three hours under the bed and she was still there protecting me from my FAKE MOTHER :D



Between that times i told sist, i'm hungry! She went to the kitchen and brough dry food for me! I finished them all under the bed. Hahaha. . :D :D :D



But finally no fake mother came to bring me back! It was just a kidding with me from our aunt! Hahaha. . .



Though it was a joke but i got my sist very caring about me and i could feel how much she loves me!

Saturday 10 April 2010

HaPpY birthday to YoU, MISS ANNA!

There is a saying- don't ask the girls about their age and don't ask the guys about their salaries! I don't know who started this saying and why he or she stared it! And from when it was started. But its very favourite to girls. Whenever you ask any girl about their age they just smile and tell don't you know Mr it's not a gentleman's job to ask about age to a girl :P Hahaha! I wanna be a gentleman too so miss anna i won't ask about your age that how old are you miss :D ?





Its not a matter that how old are you! But its a matter that today is your birthday! So, happy birthday:) I don't know is it really a happy day for you! Who knows? Maybe my baby can inform me about that:D. Miss, i don't know about you anything. Maybe two days ago i had known about you from your student from her blog! There is given your pics too! Nice pics! I stole one of that and used somewhere! You saw that and cried(who knows was it crocodile's tears or not :D ) to your student! She informed me so instantly i deleted that! Sorry for that if you really got hurt by saw your nice pic's bad use :( hope you'll take it easily! After all i liked your pic! Hehehe. .



Some people say i don't talk with unknown people! Its their nature but if you don't meet with them, talk with them then how can you know about them? So, meet with them, talk to them! So add me in your yahoo friend list:D



I don't celebrate birthday parties. I don't like it. But i like to wish my friends for their birthday. Then you can ask why have you greeted me though i'm not your friend? Ok ok no problem ma'am! We'll be friend then, too soon :D



I visited your blog. You choose nice blog template for your blog. I hope you'll modify it again. And must write something there! Must be in english language:P OK?